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Tuesday, February 14, 2012
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So it is the day where hearts celebrate love. I thought we wouldn’t see each other today but with the help of fate, we had a happy date! :)) We went to Ikea and had some time together at home with our friend Jess. We had a blast.
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Jeb: Non-stop ang pagmamahal ko sa’yo.
Me: I’ll never stop loving you.
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I just hope that together, Jeb… we could overcome every obstacle that will face us. I’ve never felt so loved and fought for before. Thank God for bringing you into my life. Iloveu Jeb! :))
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Monday, February 6, 2012
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Early this morning, I haven’t got that much to do so I decided to search some sites about the meaning of me and my Jeb’s name.
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Here they are…
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These two are for my Jeb’s name:
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And here’s for my name:
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Then from an FB app, the meaning of my name is…
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And since the app above isn’t working today and I’m not sure why, I’ve tried another site for my babycakes’ name…
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And here below is something I made for him:
There, all done. Avyu Babycakes! :* Hugs and Kisses for you! ^_^
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Sunday, February 5, 2012
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I love the way you hold me in your embrace.
I miss the tight hugs. I love you so much Jeb! Avyu so much Jeb kahit sumasabay ka pa pag champorado ako.
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Your love is all I need to calm down when I have one of those champorado days.
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And when you call late at night. and tell me you love me so much… it’s when my heart’s satisfied with love from you and makes me sleep so well because you wish me good night and sweet candy dreams.
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So Jeb, I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! :))
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Sunday, February 5, 2012
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Have you ever had a dream that deeply hurts even if it was just a dream?
Well, I just had one the other night -Feb 4, 2012. It left a scar in my heart.
It was about Jeb leaving me to propose to another girl. He knows about it and he also knows the girl. In my dream, he was her knight in shining armor. It was romantic except for my part, of course because whenever I remember it which I couldn’t help because now it became part of my vivid memory, tears roll down my cheeks.
I’m crazy? Maybe, but I only cry because it hurts. I try to ignore and forget it but it still hurts like that dream was really true.
Here is a sketch I made about it. While sketching it, as usual tears escape my eyes. There I was crying while listening to him propose to another girl. Seeing how he did it and how happy they seem to be. And now while I’m typing this, its like stabbing my own heart with a very sharp knife. I just want to loosen up a bit and I thought that maybe by sharing it here would help me loosen up.
This is how I feel but I know this won’t last - I hope - and I don’t want to argue with him just because of a stupid dream that he hasn’t anything to do with in the first place. Even though it hurts me still, I must stop thinking about it. :’(
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Saturday, February 4, 2012
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Saturday, February 4, 2012
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While waiting for the laundry and my babycakes is taking a bath and I’m waiting for him to go back and chat with me, I made this.
So yeah, he’s “the girlfriend” and I am “the boyfriend”. Lolx A personal joke of ours. :)) :>
Avyu much Jeb! ^_^
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Saturday, February 4, 2012
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I’m making hand sewn dolls for Valentine’s day and I call them Ninjas in Love.
And maybe today, i’m going to make more valentines day special dolls ang an attempt on making kid robot doll. :)) Just maybe. :P
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Friday, February 3, 2012
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Last night was prayer meeting again and we took some pictures just for fun.
Above are pictures of me with baby Ronj and my baby jeb :P xD :P :))) :> haha
I love them both! ♥ ♥ ♥
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Thursday, February 2, 2012
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We went to Ikea with my brother Olac, my sister Ishzi and our friend Angel and Olac’s friends Jeb, Dante and Jessie along with his parents, too. We also shared a table with Tito Rolly. Tita Arlene and a friend of theirs and then we also saw Rem and Tita Juliet (from Ignatius community).
We had breakfast and then went for a stroll around Ikea.
It was a fun morning with Jeb and it scared me again since every time I feel happiness; Confusion, sadness, and problems suddenly reappear over and over to bring me down and discourage me to continue what we have. But since we had fun, a little bit rough at the start of this day with him, we ended up having a fun stroll in Ikea trying on stuff and teasing him whenever I see pink objects and then we played with stuffed toys. We had the most fun in the children’s section because of the funny and cute stuff we found there.
Even took pictures which can be seen above.
All in all, I’m not sure what to think of right now and I just want to erase the fear that I feel and just cherish a new bit of memory with him.
